Come back. Of course, he ignored my message, within 24 hours I was seething again. I can’t think he could marry her. But I just didn’t see it! Just would like to get close to him, and I left his apartment which I’ve found for him , and decorated for him, with all my stuff, ready to go back -10 months ago. I’m bent on revenge. Take all this back and see how little I care about you. Is there any way I could do to make him know it’s really over? I cried myself to sleep each night wondering how can he behave like this and not even give me the time of day to discuss what happens next? We moved from my apartment 2/15 and he proceeded to get us kicked out of the new place after 10 months. Should I try and get my stuff or continue to pay him? I was always very level_headed and positive. I think you felt the same. But we couldn't fit EVERYTHING in the mag. Code Orange Kids – Love is Love // Return to Dust 8. A recent high school graduate and current law student with a penchant for music and writing, and a mildly eclectic taste in music. Sure he abused me. Did I think if his friends and family knew this “revelation” that he has NPD, that they would see him in a different light? I need to show everyone that I am the victim here. From our music to our politics, you helped make a bunch of Wallingford kids’ foolish dreams a reality. Long term anger is of no use to us anyway- it is not a good feeling and it keeps us tethered to the narc. I got made redundant, and was unable to go back to work (without pay off) then my boyfriend of 2.5 years who I lived with said “somethings missing, I’m not happy” this was November and I am still homeless(staying on sofas) and looking for a job. I think it’s really important to see everyone’s perspective from a place of non judgement. I stayed away from places she might go. I have done the yelling , begging and crying scenarios every time my ex husband and I would argue during our marriage and after each time re would try to reconcile after our divorce. I’m right and everything I’m doing is justified. This video is unavailable. Chief Minister Yogi Adityanath was also monitoring the situation, and a team of the state Anti-Terrorism Squad was dispatched to Fatehgarh. Ruby was also killed in the operation. I never saw it coming that from one day to the next that my life would be turned upside down. Why the fuck should I if he didn’t give a shit about me. He even comes over on Thursday, April 24 for a final “hash it out” session. Minus seeing him once as he dropped my things off, I haven’t seen him in 6 mos. That’s what the contract that he signed says. She found that mothers form specific types of attachment styles with their infants. That’s just sad. It’s been 3 weeks, and my N ex invented a story that I cheated on him (not true, of course) and he is telling everyone that he left me, not that I kicked him out. Every waking moment revolves about thinking about going back for more emotional and physical torture.